i haven't been sleeping much lately...

i've had a few distractions...

well, let's be honest... one distraction.

it's a good thing, though...

and that might be all i'm willing to say at this point.

i'm packing your angry eyes... just in case...

i've had "grumpy face" a lot today... it seems like life has thrown me a curve ball at every possible moment... and i'm not happy about it... also, sometimes, when i read, i make a funny face (that doesn't look happy)... mostly because i'm trying to take in all that i am reading and it gives me awful forehead wrinkles that are daily deepening into what i'm sure, someday, will be scary deep wrinkles... someday... maybe... when i'm old... like 45...

haha... a little boy at church (8 and a half) said that when he looked in the mirror sunday morning that he could tell that he looked older... just wait, kid... it's a daily thing for me...

i really was going to write about the curveballs... now i'm stuck on the dumb age thing... but here they are...

curveball #1: i accidently reset all the printers/drivers from my computer at work... it's not as simple as going in and re-selecting them... because of some driver issues... so today, i needed to figure out how to add them OR submit a help desk ticket to get someone to come set them up...

then, i went to our intranet to submit a help desk ticket which won't work from the mac that now resides in my cube...

#2... after someone came up to install the drivers (after i went to a different computer to submit the ticket and called and begged them to come earlier since i have an urgent job that has to be done today), everything seemed to work... until i printed the first sheet and something is wrong with it... based on what size sheet of paper it is...

#3... i got a text message mid-day... i wanted it to be one person... it was definitely another person who i did NOT want to get a text message from...

#4... after all the print issues, i realized i wouldn't be able to print from the mac and get the job done... so i decided post-merge to make it a pdf... 151 pages of pdf to be exact...

#5... 30 minutes later, only half had finished generating...

ok, so they're not huge curveballs... but today i was looking forward to it being a certain kind of day... it was not that day...

and i'm also a little disappointed...

and very sleepy...

and not looking forward to 4.5 more hours of work after working 8... or the 13.5 tomorrow... or the 4.5 saturday... or the 4.5 sunday...

the last day i had off from both jobs was may 25. the next day i'll have off from both is june 19. this is a problem... haha... it's sad when june 19 is the day i have to go have wisdom teeth out and i'm actually looking forward to it because it's a day off...

only 12 days until my real vacation... must tan more before i go or else i will be the crazy burn victim on florida's beautiful beaches.

end rant.

every place is within walking distance if you have the time...

someone i know once said that...

i disagreed with him... i couldn't exactly walk to china, could i?

but i have done a lot of walking this week... i think it's good for my soul... i've never really loved it before, but there's something about a walk and good conversation... or a walk and a good playlist... definitely takes it way better...

today's favorite: motownphilly.

monday, it was great conversation...

and wednesday, fun times walking at the gym... watching people, and laughing with a friend...

mile count for the week: somewhere around 14, maybe?

not bad at all.

and that's all for now.

#500...

really?

it seems like just yesterday when this thing got started... only it was 5 years ago... and i feel like i should be well over 500 entries... (especially since #400 was in 2006!)

such is life.

i don't have much to report... i let rain keep me from seeing toneloc, bobby brown, and fireworks tonight... i should feel really sad... but it's been a good weekend... and i'm excited about having one more day off!!! it's like special treasure!

bitter about love, party of 1

sometimes i don't realize how bitter about love i've been over the years...

it's only when i start telling stories about my apathetic or negative reactions to the nice things guys have done for me in the past that i start to realize it...

i mostly laugh as girls look at me in horror after hearing the stories and utter things like... "you said that?"

oh yes, absolutely i did... and i'd say it again...

i'm a jerk... and it's going to take more than a girly-guy to win my affection...

he needs to stand up for himself and be a man... i mean, doesn't the song say, "are you strong enough to be my man?"

because, frankly, from where i stand today, most men need to take lessons from harry and david...

p.s. i love

fridays.

thank you taco

at some point in my past, the term "thank you taco" was said or heard or read... for the last several months (if not longer), i've tried to remember where i heard or read the phrase, who might have been in a conversation involving a "thank you taco" with me... and i cannot figure out what it has to do with anything... today, i thought about it again... i don't know if it was brought up in conversation with friends or on a tv show (it almost sounds gilmore-ish), but with all my searching on imdb and google searches, i find nothing...

in my head, it's a thing... like a++ pie - which is clearly a pie you make for someone when they do really well on a test... we made it for bethany when she passed her boards... a peach pie with an A and a + and a + rolled from dough and baked on the top...

that makes sense... but a thank you taco? not a clue.

i've even started thinking that i might say it... to throw it into conversation... but i'm not sure of the correct usage AND i have a terrible fear that i will say it incorrectly in front of someone who knows what a thank you taco is...

and now i'm just afraid it was all a dream... is there really such a thing as "thank you taco"?

"thank you taco" is the very first thing i would look up if i had a google search application for my brain... can someone please invent that? "google memory" or something like that. come on... i just need to find someone who is good at science and stuff. (you're welcome, amy... and maybe potential others for that last phrase)

*****

at two different points during the day today at work, people introduced themselves to me... i have worked here for a year... i have been in a meeting with one of the men and was at a wedding shower with the other... and i pass them in the hallways a good bit... i know that there are hundreds of people who work here, but it seems strange that it happened twice today.

i'm guessing that the absence of glasses and the presence of pigtails leave me absolutely unrecognizable...

it's strange.

and yes, i did say pigtails... at work... my day job...

they're not obnoxious pigtails...

i probably should try to grow up before i turn 30... but to me, that almost means i should embrace my inner-child for the next 8 months or so...

i guess if i need to hide, i should opt for the subtle pigtails... and leave the glasses at home... maybe sport my obnoxiously large white sunglasses, too, while i'm at it.

*****

i've had a great thursday...
espresso shot count (since sunday): 25

maybe that explains it...

but i have a feeling it's something else (which will stay a secret)...

until then, bring on the morning espresso (i love a quini venti americano!).